How My Boss Thinks

Boss : Hey, when did you get married ?
Me : November
Boss : How long have you been pregnant ?
Me : 2 months only lor

Boss : *thinks*

Boss : Ohhh ! Cheh ! I thought you got married because you were pregnant
Me : What the heeellll ? -_-'

2 Months

Tonight marks the 8th week of the pregnancy but my jeans are tight and lots of my clothes don't fit anymore.

I gained weight. No. Scratch it. I gained FATS! 4 more weeks before I could even think of working out. Oh my goodness! One month of not working out is taking a toll on my body. My back hurts freaking bad when I stand too long. Okay, maybe that's the pregnancy.

But really. I feel embarrassed to meet my friends to be honest. I have friends who are 4 to 5 months pregnant and they still look hot as hell. I'm only 2 months !

Okay fine. Most of the reason is because I have stopped eating clean. I have no energy to fix my own food and I swear ayam penyet tempts me. I couldn't resist spicy and sour food. Being contantly hungry is not helping as well.

Okay I think I have body image issue. 4 more weeks, insyaAllah I will have the strength to cook more often. Hopefully my nauseous feeling will subside as well. Baby needs nutrients, not junk. I have to make sure I eat right. For the sake of the baby. InsyaAllah.

I hear you !

16/3/15

We didn't hear you at first, baby, but I see your heart beat onscreen. After a few attempts, I heard it! I hear you ! Faint but strong ! Daddy didn't hear you though.

Can't wait to see you again in 3 weeks ! Grow healthy okay ? We love you !

Miss Fit to Missus Fat

This is how I feel right now. I was at 62 kg last week. Pretty sure I gained more this week. Due to the fact that "No, you can't exercise. Not even walking"

I don't know how you do it. Really. I feel so tired and uncomfortable. I've not felt this in a long time ! My clothes don't fit well anymore.

And to eat right. Sigh. I'm not giving excuses. I am honestly tired. Right now, I'm at work. All I wanna do is just go home and crawl into bed.

I shouldn't complain though. I seriously should not complain.

Soon, you'll know why.

Hey Lil Sac !

5/3/15

I see you, little sac ! I think. Doctor explained but I was kinda lost because I was so happy to know that you are safe. Alhamdulillah. Baby Z, I pray that you will grow safely, be healthy and get to see the world.

Mummy and Daddy are excited to meet you !

Entering Week 5

26th February 2014

Stabbing pain on my left side of the lower abs. Jeff called the doctor and was asked to meet her earlier than planned.

Excited but not too long. See nothing on the scan (duh!), it was too early.

Doctor explained to us about ectopic pregnancy. Happened to my cousin before. Scary.

An appointment made for next week to scan again. If there is nothing onscreen, a blood test will be done and another after 48 hours to check my HCG level.

If ectopic pregnancy is confirmed, I will need to undergo a surgery to remove one of my tubes *cries*

Today is already 4th of March. My appointment is tomorrow. It has been a LONG week.