Tonight marks the 8th week of the pregnancy but my jeans are tight and lots of my clothes don't fit anymore.
I gained weight. No. Scratch it. I gained FATS! 4 more weeks before I could even think of working out. Oh my goodness! One month of not working out is taking a toll on my body. My back hurts freaking bad when I stand too long. Okay, maybe that's the pregnancy.
But really. I feel embarrassed to meet my friends to be honest. I have friends who are 4 to 5 months pregnant and they still look hot as hell. I'm only 2 months !
Okay fine. Most of the reason is because I have stopped eating clean. I have no energy to fix my own food and I swear ayam penyet tempts me. I couldn't resist spicy and sour food. Being contantly hungry is not helping as well.
Okay I think I have body image issue. 4 more weeks, insyaAllah I will have the strength to cook more often. Hopefully my nauseous feeling will subside as well. Baby needs nutrients, not junk. I have to make sure I eat right. For the sake of the baby. InsyaAllah.
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